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Can one consciously make a decision for something to happen while being unconscious?

Don't be freaked because I'm not.

More people need to learn about endometriosis anyway (Even spell check doesn't know what it is), so go to this link and read about it if you're in the mood.

endometriosis.org/endometriosis.html


The f bomb is dropped twice in this video. cover up your kids ears!

love,

uterusless

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  • MariaNYC plus 1 year ago
    ooooh that sucks I'm sorry you are going through this. Not an easy operation arghhhh life really sucks sometimes. I really wish you the best and I'll stayed tuned to this blog.
    As for your experiment on making a "conscious decision to die" under anesthesiology" I hope you reconsider - really, you are such an awesome person and full of life and I would miss your beautiful videos and your nutty ones too. Can't you come up with a better wish?
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    no worries. i'll be super duper once this is over. i can't wait to be quite honest.

    ok. you talked me out of it (that was easy wasn't it?) instead i'll wish for something else. how about...i know! my wish is to start a Dregs fanzine. That would be pretty cool.

    vimeo.com/channel3616
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  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    I dunno, Michelle, I think you'll miss THE FUG!!!

    Before you go, be sure to re-visit all of the wonderful Vimeo collaborations and meetups we've done with Jimmy, Peika and The Dregs before you go into the Great Beyond!
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  • Ben Millett 1 year ago
    We love you Michelle! Don't die! We would miss you! And anyone who finishes a marathon has to have a powerful brain, so you are very likely capable of inconsciously making a conscious decision.
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    you're too kind!

    i should be just fine. but if i do die, you can have my sweaters. :)
  • Ben Millett 1 year ago
    Now you're too kind. But I'll count on you surviving.
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    totally understandable. my sweaters are really ugly anyway.
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  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    P.S. Is your offer to marry if you die Mark still open? And do you promise to haunt us forever?
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    yeah! if i croak, he's fair game. and if you two get together, I PROMISE to haunt you. like i might accidentally wipe poison ivy on your bung or something like that.
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    My bung? What's a bung, dare I even ask?
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    Oh, I get it. Never mind! And don't you DARE do that!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    uhm.. look at number 2

    urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=bung

    buaa haa!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    omfg. ah haa! you wouldn't know i did it. i would be dead, remember? sheeesh..how quickly we forget! :-D
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  • I love you, so don't die. Maybe consciously decide, unconsciously, to whistle a tune to the docs or something. Haha.

    Best of luck dear.
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    Nice avatar, Cameron! You stole my idea!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    ok cam. i won't die :) i'llneed to stick around a little longer to show you around chitown proppa!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    dont' be jellis, wendy. ha ha!
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    I just farted. Jealous?
  • AH sorry. It was my only picture with a Vimean, and it just happened to be my favourite one (SORRY WENDY). haha.
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  • Tamma Strongbear 1 year ago
    Michelle! Don't die! I would miss you a lot! and you can't make that decision to die we all want u to live. even your car beeped at you when you said it....

    i'll keep watching the blogs.
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  • nshack 1 year ago
    That's pretty huge to take on. I'm impressed by you not being nervous. I was nervous to get my wisdom teeth out. All I know about endo... is that it is wicked painful all the time, so I can see why you'd go toward a solution! Go go go. You are cool. Rootin' for you.
  • nshack 1 year ago
    Oh, and nice jingle for intro and outro, it's staying in my head.
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  • Dan Huston plus 1 year ago
    Michelle!!
    I haven't even had the chance to meet you yet so you ain't goin' nowhere and we still have to eat something for Buck! Jeez!!
    In all seriousness, best of luck with sugery and recovery. My Mom had it done 25 years ago - she had the same problem and she's still riding horses at 64.
    I'll keep up with this blog and have a candle lit for you on Monday.
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    Yay, Michelle! You can still ride horses without a uterus!
  • Buck Flashroy 1 year ago
    Yeah Michelle, how am I supposed to eat if I can't do it vicariously through you?!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    oh yes. right after surgery i will be hopping on my horse and riding off into the sun set. ha ha!

    and buck, i will try and eat hospital food for you if i can remember. apparently the drugs they give you are pretty effing good. i might not remember my own name apparently.
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    What is your name, anyway? I'm so confused!
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  • Capucha plus 1 year ago
    Aww Michelle, don't you know that the power of life is wayyy much stronger than the power of mind ? haha ! I hope that you'll have a super sexy hawt doctor to look at before you go to sleep. We'll all think about you on the 28th and the following days. We love ya !!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    oh my.. my dr. is so NOT sexy. he's like the least sexy person. but he does have a great personality.

    smooch!
  • Capucha plus 1 year ago
    ok, so...maybe the anesthesist will be :D
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  • ojo plus 1 year ago
    I second Capucha,
    and come on you're too young to die.
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    ok. i won't die. instead i will think only of you. ah ha ha!
  • ojo plus 1 year ago
    You pledged your word !
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  • Blake Whitman staff 1 year ago
    We're all with you Michelle!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    thanks blake! if i die, please keep my vimeo page active forever so everyone can look back on my life and laugh.

    :)
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  • Buck Flashroy 1 year ago
    I hope the surgery goes well and that you don't die. I would miss you too much - you're awesome. I think instead of willing yourself to die, you should will yourself to hear what's going on while you're unconscious.

    I always get muddled between unconscious and sub-concious. I think one is like when you are asleep, and the other is being aware of under water vehicles.


    Lame joke count: 93,563
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    ha ha! after lame joke 93,563 i still laughed. you're that good.

    i might eat some hospital food for you! ha ha!
  • VendelasCity 1 year ago
    Save me the tapioca!
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  • dwyzak 1 year ago
    i'll be sending some posotive energy your way loona x
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  • Amenon plus 1 year ago
    Hope your surgeree goes really well Loona and you don't have to spend much time in hospital. I reckon a lot of people (including me) will be using their brainpower remotely to counteract your experiment and get you well SOON.
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    thank you! i'll be out and about pretty quickly (i hope)
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  • dunno 1 year ago
    If you do plan to will yourself to die, how exactly are you going to do it? What I mean is, when the coroner fills out his little report, what is it gonna say? I think you should make your head explode. Or make your finger tips blow off like champagne corks and bleed to death that way.

    Just trying to be helpful.
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    i really really really love the fingertips idea. that's rad! ha ha!
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  • lovelovelovelovelove you
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  • Bill plus 1 year ago
    You are a brave woman and the Dregs will not be hearing of any of this dieing business. We love you!
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    i think i'll live for the dregs. hee hee!
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  • heather 1 year ago
    man, I totally shouldn't have gone to that link. In the past I've convince myself several times that I have this, but have yet to go to the lady parts doctor (I don't want to gross out guys by saying the G word). One day.

    I hope you're well, sending positive vibes and thoughts your way! <3heather
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    hi heather,

    you'll know when it's time to get checked out. living with pain is no way to go through life.

    honestly, the G (i wont' say the word either, but i'll never know why people have such a hard time discussing periods, menstruation, hysterectomies, or the female reproductive system to begin with... i mean, we're all born from a female reproductive system. it's a complicated thing! sorry...i got off track here.) wait..where was i... oh, the gynecologist visit isn't that bad, really. the worst part about it is the stirrups.

    ok..after this comment, you'll never go! sorry. :-/
  • heather 1 year ago
    I don't know why people get uncomfortable talking about the gyno either, I'm one of those people who talks about bodily functions openly. (I have no real reason to go besides the fact that I'm going to be 25 and have yet to go)
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  • Annie plus 1 year ago
    G'Day Mate!
    You've got no change of dying or anything going wrong, with all us gang at Vimeo behind you and sending you positive vibes for and on Monday Mate.
    I think your a Great woman for coming out in public and sharing this with us all. I admire you for it!
    I will also be following along with your journey and will be thinking of you on Monday with heaps of positive vibes.
    Love
    Annie
    xo
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    YOU are totally sweeet. Thanks for the support! I'll try to keep this up.
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  • charliesteadman 1 year ago
    How much would a $250,000 life insurance policy cost? If you thought yourself dead, would the payment be void? But if you died, we could buy Wendy a RED camera.
    Please don't "think" yourself dead anymore. Loona, it's a whole lotta clapping to bring you back.
  • loonachic plus 1 year ago
    ha ha! i actually thought about that. i was like...hmm..if i was really able to will myself to die while under anesthesia, how would my life insurance poliy or death certificate read? I don't think there's a way to really prove that i conducted my experiment because it was all done unconsciously.

    i still think mark would get my life insurance money.

    go check out wendy's vimeo site. someone gave her a NEW HD camcorder! how cool is that?
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  • also no dying for you.

    cause if you do
    i quit film.
    and vimeo.
    and life.
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  • Sara Robertson 1 year ago
    wow, thanks for sharing your countdown and glad you were talked out of the "experiment"
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  • Pam Newman 1 year ago
    LOL, you're retarded michelle.

    I love ya!

    I know some other people who have endos in their metriosis. You'll be okay. Who needs those stupid lady parts anyway?

    They're just messy and smell funny.
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  • Pirata718 1 year ago
    why do i feel like this should be a Clutch song?

    ps - DONT TRY TO DIE DOOD! you are gonna freak the fuck outta your surgical team! dont do that! ...and we'd all miss your craziness. jerk.
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  • Alex Itin plus 1 year ago
    good luck
    don't die
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  • Homer Shadowheart 1 year ago
    I realize I'm just watching this on the day you are having surgery, I suck. I hope things went well. I did notice you pointed to your lap when you said endometriosis. OK I have a sick sense of humor but that is kinda funny.
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  • islebehere plus 1 year ago
    you didn't die. haha!
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